I feel defeated. My future is too bright to give up. I have hope in front of me. I have success behind me. I have love at my side. I have God on my side. I still feel defeated.
I should be so strong. I should be able to do anything, to give anything, to be anything, but I just don't feel capable. I feel exhausted, tired, and like giving up. I feel like I'm getting no where. I feel like I'm not doing what God wants of me. I feel like I'm not teaching anyone anything. I feel like I'm running on a big hamster wheel with no end.
Okay, I'm sure there is an end. But I can't see it.
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. ~ Romans 12:12